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Name: Abby Martell
Website:
Referred by: Just Surfed On In
From: Illinois
Time: 2000-08-31 18:21:33
Comments: Am relieved to find so much info on the net concerning pregnancy loss. Specificaly on stillbirth. My daughter was stillborn in June of this year. No idea it even happen ed let alone to me. The sites I have found on the web are helping me keep what little sanity I feel I have left. Would like to see more medical explanations,reasons, for stillbirth.(not that all of them are explainable which I have slowly come to realize) |
Name: margee
Website:
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From: PA
Time: 2000-08-29 15:35:35
Comments: Five months ago I gave birth to a lifeless baby girl at five months gestation. There's not a moment in any day that I don't think of her. We baptized her and named her Olivia Ann. The priest told us that she is now a little angel. I believe that. |
Name: Amy VanderMeulen
Website:
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From: Iowa
Time: 2000-08-29 11:05:42
Comments: I delivered our stillborn son, William Joseph, on July 31 at 10:36 p.m. He was 21", 5lbs. 14 oz. He was born 4 weeks early. The doctors said that there was a malfuntion with the placenta and he bled to death. |
Name: CANDACE HARRIS
Website: MY LITTLE JACOB
Referred by: AOL
From: LASVAGAS NEVADA
Time: 2000-08-29 01:15:31
Comments: I LOST MY SON TO SIDS JUST TREE WEEK AGO.ON AGUST 9,2000 THERE IS NEVER A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK ABOUT HIM. I LOVE AND MISS HIM SO MUCH!!! MY HEART GOES OUT TO EVERY ONE THAT HAS HAD THIS HAPPEN TO THEM. I THANK EVERONE THAT HAS BEEN THERE FOR MY FAMILY. I KNOW MY LITTEL HONEY BUNNY IS IN HEVEN NOW, AND WACHING OVER HIS MOMMY AND DADDY AND SISSY GABRIELLE AND BROTHER WILLIAM.MOMMY LOVES YOU JACOB DANIEL. |
Name: Wes Lester
Website:
Referred by: Just Surfed On In
From: Baton Rouge, La.
Time: 2000-08-28 20:34:52
Comments: I am a Grandfather, my daughter just lost her baby to this monster, called SIDS. Her name is Ashley Nicole Kirby. She was only 1.7 months old. I thought Cancer was the worst thing out there, but at least you knew it was there. I'v seen death alot in my lifetime, but this was perhaps the hardest thing I'v ever had to deal with. Not only the loss of a beautiful Granddaughter, but to see the hurt in my Daughter, and Not be able to fix it. Thank you for allowing me to vent. W. Lester. |
Name: Christine
Website:
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From: California
Time: 2000-08-28 08:11:31
Comments: My name is Christine and my son Ethan Edward Cusick born 04-21-00 Just passed away on 08-05-00 of SIDS. I am a single Mother of Three I think this is a great way for poeple like me to get info. and support. |
Name: Nicole Mullicane
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From: Oklahoma
Time: 2000-08-28 00:44:41
Comments: Baby Girl Jadan, She was born on April-29-00, I had been at the doctors that Monday and everything was fine, heard the heart beat and everything. Of course I had been having pains since the last 2 months on my left side, I was telling them all (nurses) the time it was hurting on that side, and they never said anything. Well Saturday morning at 2:00am I got up, set up on the couch, about 30min later my cousin comes out of the room. She said are you okay, I said I am in labor. Well she sat up with me and she timed it for about 3 hours. I had went to the bathroom I knew I had felt her move, So about 5:20am, my cousin had took me to the hospital. I had pain but it wasn't really hard. We got to the hospital and I told my midwife ITS TIME and she had laughed and so did I cause I had been in the clinic so many times before the real thing. So she said go pee in this cup and we will hook you up to the monitors and stuff. I said okay. Come back and one of the nurses said take your bottoms off and get on the bed. She hooked the heartbeat one on first, after 10 min I knew something was wrong. She went and got my midwife, She tried to find it. After about 20 more min. She went and called my Doctor. He said to do a ultrasound. So she did. Never A sound and never a movement of the heart so she went back and called the doctor. He told her to brake my water and try that internal fetal monitor, All she and I heard was my pulse, she told the other nurse to turn the sound off. At this time I was screaming for my cousin Jennifer. She kept on telling you will have to wait a min. I just kept on screaming and crying. I didnt know what to think. She finally came to the room. I told her there is no heartbeat. She really didnt say anything, she was trying to be strong for me. I told her to call the daddy's mother. She called and she told them what was going on. The mother called her son and told him I was in labor. They were on their way, and then the midwife was put my in my room so that i could receive my epidural. By this time my Aunt had showed up, and was waiting outside of the room. All that I could think was that I didn't want to have the baby natural. But they informed me that there was no other choice, the only was to have a c-section was if my life was in danger. They gave me different kinds of medications to make me sleep, stop the pain, or whatever they had in mind. It didn't work. Finally the dad showed up, his mom told him outside of the room what had happened, he was just thinking there was a problem delivering. He came in the room and asked me what was going on? I told him that there was no heart beat. After 5 hour of waiting for my cervix to dilate, I finally was able to deliver. At 10:25 a.m. Jadan Nicole Brown was born. She weighted 7 pounds 5 ounces, 21 inches long. After I delivered they told me that the cord was wrapped around her neck 5 times. I got to hold her, and have my picture taken with her, along with the rest of the family. The nurse that was in there when i delivered made the nursery nurses take the babies from the nursery and put them in the rooms with their moms. The nursery was right across the hall from my room. I got to leave the hospital that day around 2:30 p.m. because my aunt was a nurse that worked at that hospital in the women's clinic and she could take care of me at home. I had my family and friends at home for support. My family members had made funeral arrangements, for Tuesday, May 2, 2000. That was the hardest thing that a mother could ever have to deal with. And to this day I think God for the two children that I had previously, Kelsey (7), Jordan (4). I hope to one day have more children, but Jadan will always be MOMMY'S SPECIAL LITTLE ANGEL! This poem was written by our paster especially for Jadan's funeral. JADAN NICOLE BROWN Jadan Nicole Brown is just asleep, in heaven she is playing at Jesus' feet, You may not understand all the whys, but God knows best, he hears your cries, Jadan Nicole was sent to you in love, so you could see a little bit of God above, He took her to heaven to live always, She is being rocked by angels today, She is smiling at all of God's wonderful sights, what a miracle, she is held in God's arms so tight, Jadan will never know sorrow, never know pain, She will never know loss all will be gain, Her life will be full of laughter an djoy, Living with Jesus playing with his toys, Jadan Nicole will always be just a thought away, There with Jesus everything with her is okay, She will play in god's big beautiful back yard, With God's own angels standing lovingly on guard, Jadan has a doll house the biggest and best, She is happy and playful never needing rest, Jadan is in the presence of God's own son, You talk about awesome, she is having fun, God and his kids have their own play ground, Listen closely, you can hear those joyful kid sounds, Running and climbing having a wonderful time, God says to Jadan, "come here child you are mine" Jadan Nicole Brown in god's strong arms away from the things that would cause her harm, Jadan Nicole is smiling right now, look and see, She is saying to you, "it's fun, come be with me" Jesus says to tell you " he loves you mom and dad" Look to him and we will be together again and be glad. In Loving Memory of JADAN NICOLE BROWN BORN 4-29-00. If anyone would like to e-mail me please feel free, I would love to hear from you. We all share a special bond. E-mail address: niki_24_2000@yahoo.com |
Name: raymond bennett
Website:
Referred by: Yahoo!
From:
Time: 2000-08-27 23:21:35
Comments: I wish all the best to the research team, My heart goes out to all those who have a family member to sids as my little brother dued from sids |
Name: Faith
Website:
Referred by: AOL
From: twinsburg, Ohio
Time: 2000-08-27 18:38:01
Comments: I have recently 4-22-00 lost my daughter Dior to SIDS. At least thats what the doctor said. The autopsy said undetermined. She was 5 months and 7 days old.Its great that this website is here. Thank you. Faith |
Name: Lisa Huntress
Website:
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From: Conway, NH
Time: 2000-08-26 13:48:21
Comments: Hello... it has been a while since I have posted. We now have a beautiful baby girl to love and hold in our once empty arms. I know you are watching from your cloud, Stephanie. Not a day goes by that i don't love and miss you. I think Kathryn has your eyes. Although, not as big and round as yours.Watch over her, keep her covered with your wings. I love and miss you...Mommy (Stephanie Ann 12-02-98 to 02-28-99) |
Name: CORY KLEIST
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From: LODGEPOLE NEBRASKA
Time: 2000-08-25 23:54:57
Comments: I HAVE BEEN LOOKING UP ALL INFORMATION THAT I CAN ON S.I.D.S I LOST MY SON TO S.I.D.S IN MARCH OF 95. IT IS NICE TO FIND A SITE WITH SO MUCH INFORMATION |
Name: Suzanne Rogers
Website:
Referred by: Just Surfed On In
From: Cape Cod
Time: 2000-08-24 16:17:35
Comments: I lost my brother to SIDS 29 years ago and not a day goes by that I don't think of him. I seach now to find any and all information as to why it happen and what can be done. |
Name: Jeannie Hicks
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From: Virginia
Time: 2000-08-23 15:03:36
Comments: My heart goes out to all the parents of lost babies. "Cody Ray my angel lives on" |
Name: Dana Wood
Website:
Referred by: Just Surfed On In
From: Oregon
Time: 2000-08-23 00:57:11
Comments: My brother and his wife just lost their 7 month old baby this last week to sids. She was beautiful and full of life when I last saw her then she was gone. Her name is Sage. Today they had a service so we could say good-bye to Sage and let them know that we were so sorry this happened. They are dealing with this the best they can at the time. I thank you for this website and information that is being given to help others so they don't have to lose a child to this. |
Name: Sunni Rombough
Website:
Referred by: Lycos
From: Edmonton, Alberta, CANADA
Time: 2000-08-22 15:15:29
Comments: I had a miscarriage in July, but I had to have a D&C in August because I wouldn't stop bleeding. I'm terrified to try again. I didn't think I would hurt so much. I'm having a hard time concentrating on anything else. I took time off to rest and feel fine physically, but I can't stop crying and thinking about what could have been. I want to have a baby but not if I am so scared. When will my hurt subside? |
Name: wanda
Website:
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From: Tennessee
Time: 2000-08-22 13:50:47
Comments: My daughter Stephanie lost a baby in February of 2000. We were all heart broke over her loss. She is coping pretty good with her loss. She says if it is God's will, she will have a baby someday. |
Name: ann
Website:
Referred by: Just Surfed On In
From: oregon
Time: 2000-08-22 01:32:28
Comments: I WANTED SOME INFO ON SIDS BECAUSE I HAVE A 6 MONTH OLD BORN ON VALENTINES DAY 2000, HE IS OUR SWEETHEART BABY. I CRIED READING OF ALL OF THE "ANGELS" THAT HAVE BEEN TAKEN BECAUSE OF SIDS AND I AM KISSING, HUGGING AND HOLDING MY LITTLE GUY MUCH MORE NOW AND PRAYING FOR ALL THE LITTLE ANGELS AND THEIR MOMMYS& DADDYS. |
Name: mrs michele newman
Website:
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From: blackpool
Time: 2000-08-21 13:01:03
Comments: I did not realise there was so much info on the net about S.I.D.S.I am glad that there is so much available,and I hope it helps some parents and they do not have to feel the loss of a child dying.I lost my daughther through sids in 1991.It was a heartbreaking experiance that I would never wish on anyone. |
Name: Tiffany Moore
Website:
Referred by: Just Surfed On In
From: Akron, OH
Time: 2000-08-20 13:14:21
Comments: I lost my only child last November to this awful killer... His name was Dakota Edwin Moore and he was 5 months and 14 days young. God needed him more then I did. He's my guardian angel. If any one needs to chat about our precious memories of our children please e-mail me. We love and miss you Dakota. We'll see you on the other side. Love always your Mommy and Daddy. |
Name: Erica McPhail
Website:
Referred by: Net Search
From: Killeen,TX
Time: 2000-08-20 02:30:39
Comments: This is a wonderful site. It has given myself and I'm sure others great information. |
Name: Sara Webb
Website:
Referred by: From a Friend
From: Clarksville, Tn
Time: 2000-08-17 20:39:28
Comments: My 4 month old daughter, Michaela Elise, died on July 30, 2000 from SIDS. I'm dedicated to finding the cause of this insidious killer. Thank you all for the wonderful work you are doing! |
Name: Brigid Salas
Website:
Referred by: Just Surfed On In
From: LasVegas
Time: 2000-08-17 15:05:34
Comments: I am looking for support in misscariage |
Name: Deanna Deaven
Website: none
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From: MA
Time: 2000-08-17 08:33:14
Comments: Happy birthday Andrew. Today you are 7 - smiling down at me from heaven. I love you. |
Name: Tonya Thompson
Website:
Referred by: From a Friend
From: Albany, Oregon
Time: 2000-08-17 03:20:01
Comments: My husband and I lost our first born son to SIDS six years ago. We now have a beautiful little girl, but nothing will ever take the place of "our little man". |
Name: Evelyn
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From: Louisiana
Time: 2000-08-16 01:35:46
Comments: Your site was very informative.I really got help from your site.Thank you so much. |
Name: Jessica Robinson
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From: Philadelphia
Time: 2000-08-15 23:11:24
Comments: Hi, Great website!! I had my son when I was 25weeks pregnant. He was born on 7/22/00 and he died on 7/28/00. It seems like it suddenly happen. I feel like my heart been torn out. I miss my son terribly. Everyday I wake up Im always crying. I just want to be with him. |
Name: Julie Whiting
Website:
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From:
Time: 2000-08-15 19:19:12
Comments: We lost our daughter Shelby Elizabeth on Oct.28,1991. |
Name: jen
Website:
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From: washington state
Time: 2000-08-15 11:35:04
Comments: i lost my precious child 6 years ago today and if your research can stop it from happening to others that would ease my pain greatly |
Name: Doris D. Holmes
Website:
Referred by: Net Search
From: Warren, Ohio
Time: 2000-08-15 10:46:07
Comments: I was looking for some information about SIDS because I lost a grandson on Christmas morning with this diagnosis. |
Name: Walter Lyons
Website:
Referred by: Just Surfed On In
From: Brunswick, Maine
Time: 2000-08-14 19:24:27
Comments: I lost my son July 29,1993 from SIDDS. He was 3 Months old. I miss you Matthew R. Lyons very much. So does the whole family. Love and miss you. Daddy |
Name: Shawna Nunley
Website:
Referred by: Just Surfed On In
From: tacoma washington
Time: 2000-08-14 19:03:35
Comments: I have a son 5 months old and I am scared to death of SIDS. Especialy since i read that most babies die at 6mos. My heart aches for the parents that have lost their babies to this terrible thing. I will pray for all of the babies in the world tonight and for all the babies in heaven too. I will also pray for all the mommies and daddies that have lost their little angels. Thank you for this web site to educate me about SIDS. GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!! |
Name: AMBER SOPER
Website:
Referred by: Just Surfed On In
From: ELDORADO, KANSAS
Time: 2000-08-14 17:32:37
Comments: MY NIECE PASSED AWAY 07-07-00 DUE TO SIDS, I AM GLAD THERE ARE SO MANY WEB SITES TO HELP FAMILIS THAT HAVE LOST LOVED ONES TO SIDS, I KNOW THESE NETWORKS HAVE HELPED MY FAMILY. |
Name: Susan Winn
Website: SafeChild.net
Referred by: Net Search
From: Consumer Federation of America Foundation
Time: 2000-08-14 10:37:23
Comments: I am working on a child health and safety website to be launched in January of 2001. The site url will be http://www.safechild.net. There will be infomration about SIDS as well as information about how to keep a child healthy and safe. Our mission is to reduce injury, illness and death in children. I hope you will look at our site when it is up. Susan |
Name: shumeca
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From: long beach ca
Time: 2000-08-12 18:02:35
Comments: It was a very helpful site. |
Name: jennifer nez
Website:
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From: phoenix
Time: 2000-08-11 07:02:34
Comments: my little girl passed away june 2000 |
Name: Brenda Casteel
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From: Maryland
Time: 2000-08-10 21:23:47
Comments: I am so saddened by all these peoples pain and suffering as i myself have to endure. we can only hope to get through each day. |
Name: jeanne pellham
Website:
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From: kansas city,missouri
Time: 2000-08-09 23:39:05
Comments: it's good to know you're there.i lost my only son to sids, oct 3,1980. ifeel sometimes like it was yesterday. it's good to know people care enough to keep fighting for the answer |
Name: maria cannon
Website:
Referred by: Just Surfed On In
From: denton m/c uk
Time: 2000-08-09 04:43:41
Comments: its the 9/8/00 & its my daughter sineads 15th birthday sadly i won;t be sharing it with her as i lost her to sids in 1985 at the age of 4 mths.from a forever heartbroken sids parent. |
Name: Brenda
Website:
Referred by: AOL
From: Worcester, Mass
Time: 2000-08-08 23:35:08
Comments: I think your organization is wonderful. I lost a darling Nephew on April 3,2000. Christopher was just 8 weeks old, I cannot understand his death, and his parents are the most wonderful people, that wanted this child so much, but the Sids Organization, has been helpful in at least dealing with the grief. I just hope someday these senseless deaths come to a end. As no parent show ever lose a child. |
Name: Erin Gunderson
Website:
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From: Sioux Falls, SD
Time: 2000-08-08 22:04:29
Comments: Tommorrow would have been my nephews 2nd birthday. If only he were here today to see his little sister and hear her giggles. I will always remember the joy he brought to our family and the closeness he caused during the tragedy we faced at his death. I know he's with Jesus now and his days are filled with happiness and no pain like we know here on earth. Someday I'll see him again and that's what keeps me going and helps me to deal with the loss of his presence here. I love you Grant. Happy Birthday. Love, Aunt Erin |
Name: Janet
Website:
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From: Ontario, Canada
Time: 2000-08-07 23:58:17
Comments: Our daughter, Andrea, lost her daughter, Vanessa, to SIDS on April 13,1999. Vanessa was 3 wks. old and was such a sweet perfect baby. Our family is so saddened by such a tragic loss. She is our angel in Heaven. Nana Janet |
Name: Jan Ruenitz
Website:
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From: Mpls./St. Paul
Time: 2000-08-07 23:54:39
Comments: My three month old grandson died on Saturday from SIDS. I want to find out all I can about this so I can try to understand and help my family |
Name: Lisa Warwick
Website:
Referred by: Net Search
From: AMERICAID Community Care
Time: 2000-08-07 13:10:09
Comments: I am a health educator, I am preparing to go to day care providers, schools, and churches to do presentations. I came to get information. |
Name: CHELSEY
Website:
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From: michigan
Time: 2000-08-07 00:05:38
Comments: After losing our second and third child to etopic and miscaraige, I became depressed and discouraged. I am hopping that this site will give me the strength and courage to try one more time. |
Name: ARIC BENJAMIN KOLESKI
Website:
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From: PERRY MICHIGAN
Time: 2000-08-06 17:48:38
Comments: I HAVE A BETTER UNSTANDING OF SIDS AFTER BEING ON THIS SITE. YOU HAVE PLENTY OF INFORMATION, AND RESOURCES ANY PARENT COULD USE. I ENTERED THIS SITE DUE TO THE DEATH OF MY GODCHILD ARIC BORN APRIL 12, 2000, INTO GODS HANDS ON MAY 30, 2000. HE WILL BE MISSED, BUT HIS MEMORIES WILL LIVE ON IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER UNCLE ROB. |
Name: Miss Amy Pinnon
Website:
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From: St.Louis, MO
Time: 2000-08-05 11:39:52
Comments: I think it is really great that so many people come together to try to find a cause or cure for this syndrome. I had my very first cousin die of SIDS at only 4 wks old. I was scared then and more scared now. After that I never wanted to be around babaies again, although I wanted one of my own for as long as I could remember. Now years later still terrifiedd of the possibilities I am a mother. My little girl is now 6 wks old. I'm not sure what the studies say, but its'nt there a certain age bracket when it is most likely it can't happen? I don't sleep at night...I haven't since she was born. I always check to see if she's breathing. Howwever, it is a very good cause to support. |
Name: Jayne Barra
Website:
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From: CANADA
Time: 2000-08-04 23:31:56
Comments: Your site is wonderful - I still grieve the loss of my little girl - Shannon 5 1/5 years ago and reading the First Person stories can bring me to tears but it remains comforting to know that I am not alone |
Name: Michael
Website:
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From: Chicago
Time: 2000-08-03 21:44:13
Comments: I'm doing a speech on SIDS for my summer class because my nephew Vincent died of SIDS back in 1992 and I will never forget that as long as I live. My wife and I got on a plane as fast as we could to get home to be with Kevin & Anna and their 2 older children. It was sad and I don't know how all these parents survive this terrible happening in thre lives. I'm a parent now and I don't want to feel the pain these parents have gone through. The guest book signing of Malice hit me the hardest; I feel so sad or sorry for you and what you went thru I hope you are doing better but most likely not but my prayers will always be with you when I think of Vincent and you know. God Bless all these parents of SID child |
Name: terrie
Website:
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From: roanoke, texas
Time: 2000-08-01 21:21:13
Comments: i lost my baby to sids in 1994 he was 9 mos.old |
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