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Frequently Asked Questions - Parent to ParentParents share information and answer frequently asked questions about SIDS:The first year following the death of your baby is devastating and can be unbearable at times. What did you find the most helpful and nurturing during this time in your life?We post a Question of the Month to the SIDS List Server Discussion Area and on the SIDS Information Web Site. Responses can be emailed to us at sidsnet1-at-sids-network-dot-org or posted to the SIDS List Server Discussion Area. We will then post the responses to this page of the web site. The responses are opinions and no one person is right or wrong. We do not need to include an individual's name or any other identifying factors unless the author requests to be identified in some way or they want their email address attached. The question for May 1997 is: The first year following the death of your baby is devastating and can be unbearable at times. What did you find the most helpful and nurturing during this time in your life?Responses are listed below. Please feel free to add a response by e-mailing sidsnet1-at-sids-network-dot-org. Please include the question, your response, and include in the subject line "FAQ - Parent to Parent." Without a doubt, the most helpful and nurturing thing has been to hear from I, myself, just made it through the first year of losing my baby. Truth be it know, nothing helped really. This group is the best thing if I had to pick something. At least here I can WRITE my feelings. I have no friends that are willing to talk to me, or family at that. My 3 yr. old kept me busy, but didn't ease the pain. There's a support group in my area that deals with a loss of a child, but not any mainly for SIDS. There, it just made me jealous, because they all knew why their child died. I know that doesn't ease the pain, but it just made me jealous. No one really listened to me. I guess I'm greedy, but I can't talk to real live people about my pain. Just this computer. It's partly my fault, because I don't show emotion around people, so I guess they just think I'm OK. I just wish a friend or family member would come up to me and say,"I know you still have a lot of pain, even if you don't show it. Just want you to know that I feel pain for you, and I'm always here for you." But that will never happen I guess. O-well. Just feeling selfish again I guess. Thanks for listening. For the first year, after my baby died, it was tough! I don't think that it's a 'walk
in the park' for any of us. Even though I had tremendous support from close friends and family members, I read everything that I could find from other SIDS parents. It was comforting to me to realize that I was not alone in this struggle. Also, whenever I felt that I was going crazy, other parents reassured me that they had felt similar feelings and that I was normal. The support that I have received from the Florida SIDS Alliance has also been valuable. Also, this list has helped. When I am having a "bad day," I can pull up e-mail, and there is always someone who understands exactly how I am feeling. Without a doubt, the most helpful and nurturing thing has been to hear from other parents who have lived through it and found a way to be happy down the road. It is so hard to imagine that life could ever be any more than just bearable. Talking to others who have been through it is the only thing that has helped me see any light at all at the end of this very long, dark tunnel. For me, the most helpful thing was the support and understanding of my wife. Talking!!! I had talked and rambled. My friends have heard every thing and any thing at least 100 times even until the present. I have talked about pregnancy, labor, childbirth, breast-feeding, the three and a half months that he was alive, and the death, funeral, etc. YOU name it, I covered it. Every one of my friends know that's all I have left... MEMORIES. They also know and appreciate their own children because of it. (7/31/97) |
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