Hi little one 

by Sandra Brouker

Hi little one.

You were with me for only 7 weeks. We had tried so hard to have you. You were wanted so very much. Even though you left us I felt there was a reason we went though this heartache. I miss you. I felt you in me growing so small so tiny but I felt you all the same. I felt you leave me. I saw you when you left. I was so very scared did I do this to you. Could I have somehow stopped this? I know these questions are not going to be answered. I know that in my heart you are there.

I will think of you always. You had a sister. She is 21. She would have adored you. Your father Bruce heard me talk of how you felt in me daily. He loves you and would have been a great father. We are still trying to deal with you going away. We have been though a lot lately. But when they say in time you will feel better you think, "No I don't think so." But it is true, through God's help.

I know that you were sent here for a reason. And I am so very glad that even for a short time I felt a wonderful feeling ... you.

Bye little one. We love you.