The day we meet again

by Mommy Candace

Date: Mon, 12 Oct 1998

I am a teenager who also experienced a pregnancy loo. The feeling of
hearing that I was going to be a mother and the fact that I am going to
have someone to love me as much as me loving my mother was the best
feeling in the world. Until one day, I wasn't feeling as good and I woke
up to a bed of blood, not much but enough to know it's where my baby is
at. Being rushed to the hospital was the worst feeling that I have ever
felt in my life. The doctors told me that the baby's heart wasn't beating
and at that time I was in shock. They told me that the fetus had died. I
was so depressed because of knowing that I am not going to be able to see
that baby grow and to become someone one day. I am 16 years old and just
think, my baby didn't even have the chance to see me. If I could just get
the chance to see it grow and to say, "I love you'" to it would mean more
than everything to me but I guess this is the way God wanted it to be. I
know in my heart it will never be forgotten in any way.

Love always, Mommy Candace
Love always,