Nicole's angels up above

by Nicole

Date: Fri, 26 Nov 1999

My name is Nicole and I am pregnant again for my third time at the age of 21. my first miscarriage was Sept. 9th 1998, I didn't even know I was pregnant until I started to bleed and even then didn't know what was happening. after thought I was overjoyed having the excitement of being a mother and soon after the miscarriage was read to start again. I April of 1999 I found out that I was pregnant again. before I could make my first doctors visit I started bleeding. the doctor said on that Friday that I was having another miscarriage and for me to come back on the following Tuesday. when I returned on Tuesday it was a living hell. I didn't want to be poked and prodded I just wanted answers on why it happened again but to my amazement the same doctor informed me that his diagnosis on Friday was totally wrong ,it seems now that on this Tuesday I was miraculously still not only pregnant but pregnant with twins. I was totally overjoyed. everything went fine until august 16th of 99, I went in to see the doctor because of a little pink spotting and left 9 hours later after having a d&c done. it was the most devastating moment of my life. I know find myself on November 26th 1999 writing you this message after finding out on November 5th 1999 that I was pregnant again at the age of 21. I am having a little spotting right now ,but hoping that this one is my angel of success. to everyone who reads this I understand your pain but please don't give up hope, because one day you'll be looking into your little angels eyes and be smiling so proudly ! good luck to all and kiss your angels everyday!